Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Day 1: Creating a New Me
Today was hard. There were parts of the day that I felt like I was going to implode and not be able to continue on. Thankfully I have made it to here. I have eaten about 4 bites since yesterday at lunch...well over 24 hours. I have cried well more than any human should be allowed to produce tears in such a limited space. I just feel awful. I am hoping that the days will get better but I know that it is going to be a long time until that happens. For now...I am going to keep moving forward and trying to occupy my time. It doesn't work very well becuase in less than the five minute passing period between classes I break down. I am a bit of a mess. I don't like feeling this way but I am pretty sure it is going to last for a while.