Thursday, May 14, 2009

It is really over

It is somewhat strange when you realize that things you hold on to are actually gone. Things that you want to last forever have slipped away. That is what happened to me last night. Something that I fundamentally knew was gone is now reaffirmed as being completely gone...Jt and I are over. We are over and we are never going to be a couple again. It is really hard to realize this so fully. I mean I know that we were broken up but I honestly think that I was holding out for us to get back together. I think that my breath was holding in my chest for the hope that maybe this was all just a bad dream and things would go back to normal soon...that isn't going to happen. I know it isn't going to happen. We are never going to get back together. It is a pretty painful realization...

...we are over...over over.

3 comments:

Kristen said...

Found your motivation? Or just a realization? Commemorated with a fresh blog layout?

BrittneyGrace said...

Just a realization. This is me attempting to move myself forward

Erin said...

Good for you babe. It's a BIG step. It comes with time....
-Luv, E